CHAPTER ONE (et seq)

Today I slipped my leash and wandered around outside my default mode!
I FOUND A WHOLE NEW WORLD! …

Assuming that everything is OK, no matter what it looks like to me at the moment,
IS TRANS FORMATIVE, in the extreme (when I choose to do it).

Now I am engaged in a great internal discussion testing whether this concept or any concept so constituted and so decisive can long endure…

I intend to test two hypotheses:
1) Perfection, for me, is a synthesis, in my mind, of ideal ‘conditions’ externally - with a set of ideal conditions created internally.
2) Perfection, like other conditions in life, once existing will tend to continue to remain in existence ...


I have been subliminally aware for some time that my mind ‘abhors a vacuum’ and so makes up stories to explain (or at least ‘hold/pause’) everything it touches… for ‘later’…

I recently realized (consciously) that this has the potential to be really misleading to my ‘train of thought’…

Sooooooooooooooo…
(just kidding – on facebook they say 'lol' - ) which is like the whiffle dust from an old time comic strip (sorry, no offense intended - I meant 'strip' as in comic strip no, wait, that doesn't sound quite right in today's uptight mindset)
let me think about this some more...