Saturday, August 6, 2011

Bearing Interest

One of My Most Interesting Posts Ever

I just turned/rounded/whatever seventy four.

After a lifetime of punishment and criticism due to my interest in pornography, I finally learned/discovered/snapped to/ the conclusion/fact that virtually all the pornographic images of women on the Internet are not biological women. They are of transgender women.

I could not reconcile the enormous Internet following for porn with the apparent disapproval among those who expressed interest in the subject.

Low and Be Hold It is the biological male population that is doing it ALL!

Monday, July 4, 2011

Who among us understands understanding?


(not even for a moment). Since the Alzheimer’s diagnosis and daily medication (about five years ago) I DO understand better, however.

Not because understanding seems less important, but actually because of increased understanding.

This is due to a broader (more cosmic) perception and perspective. The effect is both intellectual (despite some memory loss) and psychological.

It is like Alzheimer’s is preparing me to ‘pass away.’ . . .

Wednesday, June 15, 2011



(Dedicated to Paul Conner)

When in bed with a strange pussy that you don’t know, use caution during foreplay and check for signs of male ankles that are not your own.

Leftovers are remnants if its fabric-remainders if it’s books-telltale signs for transgenders.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Building "On Spec"

Let’s Just Say/Think. .

Alzheimer’s Syndrome is a normal progression in some adults, which assists in the preparation for ‘passing’.

The classic ‘eccentricity’ of old age is a normal ‘symptom’ of the syndrome.

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Life As We Know It

 Life Is Process

It is composed of an endless series of moments ('now') -extending from the past toward/into the future.

All human awareness of life happens in the mind.

Friday, May 6, 2011

Technological Competence Like Every Other Finite Da Kine Will Never Rise Above The Spiritual Foundation From Which It Is Suspended

The Internet Has Brought A Torrent of 'Tagging' - which in a finite venue will elevate and or denigrate (interesting word) humanity in direct proportion to the judgmental mind sets at any given moment.

We have met high tech and it not on anybody's side.
Eventually a return to God will be the only available alternative.

Monday, May 2, 2011

Our World Is Experiencing Cosmic Energy as Never Before in my Lifetime

Perception and Perspective are subject to the mani...

Perception and Perspective are subject to the manipulation of the mind.

The transgender phenomenon (M2F) is a fertile field for observation, closer examination, and theoretical BLOW YOU AWAY CONCLUSIONS

Sunday, April 24, 2011


To My Mind The Serpent In The Garden of Eden Allegory Represents My

ego . . .

The image of the serpent/ego is beguiling and also a bit frightening.

Until the moment of the tasting of the forbidden fruit there had been no reason for fear (and so no fear consciousness). It is interesting to philosophize/speculate about the possibility that a twinge of ‘fear’ entered the picture when the serpent made its proposal.

According to the discussion in the Bible the Holy Spirit knows not of fear, but ‘can cast out fear’ in a mortal mind.

How is this possible if the mortal mind has freedom of choice? The obvious answer is that the power is available, but must be accepted and allowed to work.

So then, casting out fear requires the combined auspices of the finite mind and the infinite mind.

Is fear a constituent of opportunism?

Well, isn’t opportunism basically defensive?

It seems to me to be a form of self-protection

Against the vagaries of the future.

One might then ask, “Is that bad or good?”

Before eating of the forbidden fruit of the Tree of The Knowledge of Good and Evil, the answer would be “I Don’t Know.”

After eating of the forbidden fruit of the Tree of The Knowledge of Good,

And Evil –the answer would be, “Sit down son/daughter/auntie/uncle and

Let me tell you how the cow ate the cabbage” – so to speak.

(Because ‘I DON’T THINK, I KNOW’!)

After Easter, the answer is vastly different. The words are the same, but the intonation has changed completely to “I don’t think I know.”

Saturday, February 12, 2011

The Moment Of Discovery Is Passive - Revelation always comes as 'effect' - not Cause- because I am finite.

About ten years ago I moved from New Mexico to Hawaii to retire in Paradise.
Many years ago I attended an EST seminar in Chicago (the Werner Erhardt self improvement deal).  It was enlightening and, of course, worth while. The fulcrum of the "Event" was the communal effort/struggle to get "IT"while under the supervision of an EST trainer (who had been trained by Werner).
One of the psychological tecniques was the presentation, and sometimes mutual discovery, of 'aphorisms."
One of the more interesting of those was, "Being Right is the Booby Prize."

But, I feel that perhaps I digress. 
The beauty of it all includes an ongoing realization that I am not in control.  My own experience has been that if I relax with an open mind (a real challenge 'til I recently 'grew up') I receive messages that will direct me unerringly tward goodness and rightness if I receive/grasp/ the messages, which come like lightening.

Thursday, February 10, 2011


Let’s Just Say

It started with a pragmatic approach a long long time ago.

In order to keep the effects of testosterone on the owner/generator of the magic fluid from hurting himself or others-castration is devised as a way to convert a dangerous fuel into a harmless and beneficial form of uniques (read eunuchs).

Then, in our generation creative genius, movie moguls and other mercenary entrepreneurs, came up with a way to convert willing and beautiful guys into willing and beautiful girls-transgendering is devised.

Thursday, January 27, 2011

The Allegory That Is Life

The Kingdom of Heaven

There are, obviously, no outcasts in heaven. Before The Fall of Man in The Garden of Eden, there were, obviously, no outcasts there either. The word ‘outcast’ suggests a casting out call.

There was one in the Garden, and Adam and Eve ‘got the parts.’

We (we all always know who they are) have been studying, revising, and living the script

Now, lo these many years . . . . . . . . . .

Monday, January 24, 2011

The Pillars of The TEMPLE OF HYPOCRISY Are Coming Down

This version was emailed to Google Docs Jan 24, 2011:
This is the very beginning of this story and the use of Docs is yet to be seen.

Transgender (M2F) Women and their associates have created an entire genre of Internet Images of Females In Erotic Positions and Situations, which have skewed the public perception of the role(s) of women in the cultures of the world. This will impact our ideas of beauty and sexuality and gender roles.
It is inevitable now, and can include anything and everything from the sublime to the barbaric - depending on humanity.

IN THE WEST, and especially the United States, this comes within the parameters of freedom of speech, thought and expression.
It remains to be seen how this will be perceived and received in more repressive regimes.

Tolerance is based on acceptance of some kind. Acceptance does not mean agreement, but much of the thinking in the world today does not accommodate this.

Freedom is based on political tolerance; obviously Not ON SUPRESSION or coercion for controlling thought or speech or expression of others, (whether popular or unpopular).

The Sacred, The Secular, and The Sexual are coming together to bring down the pillars of the TEMPLE of HYPOCRISY.

(Special Interests be damned, full speed ahead.)

A version is about to be posted in with a LINK to a tumblr blog filled with examples of the kind of images mentioned.

Thanks very much for submitting your story. We do read every note we receive and really appreciate your taking the time to share your experience with us. We'll be posting some of the stories we receive on the Docs website, so look out for yours in the near future. - The Google Docs team Useful links: 1. Docs Home: 2. Templates Gallery: 3. Help Center:

A Whisper To A Scream: Archive

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Comparisons Are Odious

Found on The Internet

Mercenary Motives, Prejudice, and Unlawful Discrimination in America Today

This is such a heavy and deadly serious Adult subject
That I choose to begin with a wild and crazy hypothetical
As Hyperbole goes, let's just say that based on a lifetime of
Information and belief I now think that GIRLS GONE WILD
Is the brand name used for a Semitic (or possibly anti -Semitic)
Amazingly Successful Funds raising Project for Fun(d) and Profit
That continues to grow day by day, and is now spreading worldwide
On the Internet -

Employing beautiful ( and sometimes not so beautiful) gentile boys who
Are transgendered from M2F for the purposes of the Project on a rather
Remarkable Scale . .

Friday, January 14, 2011

Message to me online from directv after taking my deposit and then refusing to open an account to permit installation

"Error 403--Forbidden
From RFC 2068 Hypertext Transfer Protocol -- HTTP/1.1:
10.4.4 403 Forbidden
The server understood the request, but is refusing to fulfill it. Authorization will not help and the request SHOULD NOT be repeated. If the request method was not HEAD and the server wishes to make public why the request has not been fulfilled, it SHOULD describe the reason for the refusal in the entity. This status code is commonly used when the server does not wish to reveal exactly why the request has been refused, or when no other response is applicable"

Monday, January 3, 2011

A HISTORIC BREAKTHROUGH FOR HUMANITY, and we all receive the credit because that's how it works . . .

COME ON WORLD, Let’s Get It Together 

If you haven’t already done so, you can start by joining facebook on the Internet.

Sunday, January 2, 2011



(or unfortunately, depending on your finite judgment/labeling today)

There is no place for “cavalier” in the infinite realm . . .

The choice/comment/action that you carelessly choose
Will always be inferior to the one that was available . .

Equality, a True Soul Food -

This kind of reporting on the first day of this particular Decade in history by one of the Leading Newspapers In The World hearlds a propicious future for humanity.

Equality, a True Soul Food -

Saturday, January 1, 2011

1/1/11 Do not allow your heart to be troubled any more, Only Believe



Releasing Worldly Ambition

Thou Shalt Have No other gods before ME

Lean not unto thine own understanding

Lay not up for yourself treasure

On the earth, where moth and rust doth corrupt

And WHERE thieves break in and steal

Lay up treasure in heavenly mindsets

And in heavenly mansions . . .

Where thieves do not break in

And moth and rust do not corrupt

For verily I say unto you

In My Father’s home are many mansions

If it were not so, I would have told you. .
And I am preparing a place for you. .

HINT, It's All About Good and Evil

All finite judgment is based on conditioning. How finite is THAT?

It is so finite that it distinguishes the finite from the infinite, exactly as is described in the Biblical account (allegory, if you will) of creation in Genesis, where the serpent persuades Eve, and then Adam, to partake of the forbidden fruit from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil by telling them that they will not surely die as they had been told by the creator, but rather will 'become like gods.'

In the beginning was the word, and the word was with God, and the word was god - and then. . .

A new word came into being and many more finite words followed, - one is pernicious.


It’s Time To Adjust Our Mindsets
, , fine-tuning can come later . . .

Take Miracles, as an example; We tend to have the perception that miracles are rare and, well, miraculous.

A more realistic perspective might be, ‘miracles are as uncommon as a human being.’

The range of miracles can be realized in our awareness by acknowledging that every living person is a miracle, and that every miracle is perfect.